Needy?

OH boy have I been so needy as of late... for all the obvious reasons. But, I am starting to feel better and that seems to be a whole nother mess.

Its a mess because my morning sickness seems to "click" on but doesn't "click" off. I slllowwwwwllllyyyyyyyyyyyyy start to feel better. Right now I am at the point of losing my mind because there I so many things I feel like I 'need' to do but I still don't quite feel well enough to do any of them.

I need to clean this house. Everyone has helped so much around here, but I need to overhaul everything. Maiya and Cora still have almost free reign and that means mess everywhere. Right now the dining room chairs are built into the fourth fort of the past two weeks, art projects mean broken crayons and little pieces of paper everywhere. Cora decided to play Mardi Gras with the clothes in her dresser, so there are 2T clothes decorating every surface in my bedroom. There is still popcorn all over the gameroom from movie night three weeks ago. I could go on and on....

I just don't have the energy to do it yet.

I need to start cooking dinner - but I did make it last night and raw ingredients are still a big gross fest.

I need to charge my camera and pick it back up one of these days. As my mom reminds me she'd like to see a somewhat recent picture of her grandkids.

I need to start exercising. But I guess cleaning the house would be a better place to start.

I need to start combing my hair and putting on makeup again. Those two things usually help me feel better - but first I need ALL new makeup- remember that part of Maiya and Cora having too much freedom. Somehow all my eye makeup is powder and all my lipstick and mascara are mixed.

how bout you guys??? Need something?

need a good laugh? - check this out: Kids scare the crap out of sleeping uncle

(I just hope he's not a returned vet, that could trigger some major PTSD)

need a good cry? - check this out : Nella Cordelia's Birth Story

(A mother comes to terms with her beautiful new daughter's Down Syndrome diagnosis)

need a good scare? - check this out: IOUSA

(The staggering state of debt this country is in. It prompted a conversation that lasted well into the night between me and Kyle)